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Jordana and I headed north on Broadway early Saturday morning on August 16th to join Junior Ranger staff and community volunteers for our 2025 service project to honor Maddy. We knew some of Maddy’s and our friends would be there, but we weren’t sure how many people would actually show up. And, even

We're humbled to finally be sharing with you the report put together by Healthier Colorado after the convening we had last year, in honor of Maddy. The report, which you can access here: Issue Paper on Acute Suicidality: An Urgent Need for Systemic Change, sheds light on the rapid onset of sudden su

As I reflect on our gathering last August, I recall the following thoughts that Hanna shared below about her beloved brother, Maddy. I love my brother every time he determinedly stayed up to gently wiggle his toes across to my side of the bed, to enrage his big sister in the exact right way And I

It's with a Heavy Heart I write this Today but also a smile and Laughter. I miss you and Love you so much. I hope I am not reaping Myself, Which I do often I Do Remember the Summer that you and Your Sister'z would come To Grandma"s And all the Sleeping Bag's in the Back Room on the floor never to be

You were the best gift giver. You always knew exactly what would make me smile and that it didn't have to be extravagant or expensive, but an acorn you found on your walk or the lightsaber earrings I still wear every May the 4th. To make this super friendship sappy, the best gift ever was when we go

More to come but I wanted to share some pictures of the Gathering for Maddy from this year. It was an extraordinary event as we gathering under the pavilion at Viele Lake and reflected on our love and loss of Maddy. It mattered so much to us to come together like this and it really feels like it's e

I love you, I MIss you! Shine on Beautiful Lite Love Aut Alli

You are some one rare and special worth Celebrating and lucky to know You make such a difffence in the lives you touch, You are Somone that knew how to stop and see the wonder of everything Happy Birthday, I love you and Miss you Aunt Ally❤️

Added on behalf of Linda Finkle who knows of Maddy through his father... Allison, my daughter, and I were honored to join the celebration of Maddy and the nature and hiking he loved from a beautiful vista in Tennessee‘s Blue Ridge Mountains. I only wish we had been able to know him personally but f

Dear Maddy, I’ve been thinking a lot about you, especially last month and as the 2022 gathering of friends and family approached (more on that later). I’ve been thinking about our adventures and stories that I want to share with this forum and I realized that there is a story that you didn’t know,

But I didn’t know you had a top brand blender. For fruit smoothies or maybe, even, margaritas? For company in your apartment, sweet and luscious? Or just yourself, to make it through the loneliness of lockdown? I didn’t know about your climbing gym membership Or your two pairs of climbing shoes, yo

It's with a Heavy Heart I write this Today but also a smile and Laughter. I miss you and Love you so much. I hope I am not reaping Myself, Which I do often I Do Remember the Summer that you and Your Sister'z would come To Grandma"s And all the Sleeping Bag's in the Back Room on the floor never to b

Maddy and my path in life only crossed for a brief few months many years ago but the impact he made on me lives in my heart forever. He was a bright light and someone that showed me kindness, courage and bravery in a time when I so desperately needed it. I’m grateful for the time we spent sharing ou

I just wanted to comment and let you know that I find it a great way to honor Maddy by supporting the junior ranger program. Both my daughter and now son have benefitted from the program. Finding this site will certainly encourage me to discuss mental health awareness with my kids and to think of th

You made the World better just by being in it. You lit up a room just by walking though the door. You still Brighten our lives day after day. YOU'RE One of those people & today is one of those times When We need to be reminded again what a Gift And Blessing you are & how much You are Loved and Mis

Missing you, my dear nephew. You are in my thoughts and my prayers each and every day. The meaning of the amethyst tree is peace and unification which is so near and dear to your heart. Love you so much, Aunt Alli.

Today I reached the highest point of the Camino Frances, a ca 800km hike across northern Spain. At this highest point people leave stones, which they have carried, with their own or loved ones name on. Although I never had the privilege of meeting Maddy myself, I was told he enjoyed a good hike. I

Shelly, you did it for Maddy! I know you think about him everyday, as we do. It means so much to all of us that you planned your day on June 25th to be with us in spirit as we found Maddy in the woods. You did, too. I'm sharing the short video you made of your day. We find Maddy in the woods, even

I had the fortune of meeting Maddy in two separate countries. Both times completely unplanned. I met Maddy for the first time in 2017 as we were both on the same Birthright bus. I'm not going to say I got to know him terribly well on that trip as it was a very brief trup. I do remember being struck

On a warm day in Philadelphia, images of Maddy came to life as we walked in our local Wissahickon woods. Still struggling to comprehend the loss of our beloved great nephew, we are aware of the remarkable and rich life he had. We are sorry to have missed the opportunity to be hiking with you in the

Another year? How can this possibly be? How can Maddy’s death, the experience that tore at the fabric of our family, that clawed at our reality and tested the limits of our suffering have happened 4 years ago, in the early dawning hours of a new day that was supposed to be shaped by hope and health?

One of the amazing connections and opportunities to share Maddy’s life and what we learned came out of the Convening held in July 2024. Dr. Igor Galynker, one of the experts who presented his theory of the Narrative Crisis Model and Suicide Crisis Syndrome, asked if I would consider presenting at th

Hot feet in heavy boots, Adhering to a path with no destination in mind Crumbling treacherous footing yet eyes drawn to the ocean. Up and up and up Above the coast and hills, Peace comes, illuminated by the distant bright mirror of the water. Sandy coasts bend into the soft, heavy ocean air. The

Today, I sit in the family condo that Maddy loved so much. It's in the mountains up near the continental divide. It's snowing hard. I'm reminded of the last time Jordana and I were up here with him. We had rented cross country skis and skied down by Lake Dillon as a family and then, later, Maddy and

I knew Maddy only briefly during the summer of 2020 in LA. He was kind and genuine and thoughtful and fun to be around. I've been thinking about him lately and was deeply saddened to learn of his passing when I looked him up to try to reconnect. I wish I'd had a chance to know him better and build c

Just a quick note from me today. I wanted for a while to integrate Maddy's name into mine, and the timing of everything ended up corresponding with today (I got my final letter on Saturday) so I thought I would post my name change today. The other photo is of the breakfast I had the morning. A Maddy

I'm not sure how many people knew this, but in 2013, Madison had 2 birthdays. His real birthday landed during the Thanksgiving break. He told me he changed his birthday on Facebook to several days earlier so all of his new friends he had made in the dorms in the first 3 months of college would celeb

I had a dream about Maddy last night. We were in his backyard, he was cleaning a table and for some reason I was cleaning a bucket we had used to cook dinner (don't ask me, it's a dream). I put the bucket down in front of him, thinking it's his house, he should probably clean the bucket right? He ar

Yesterday I went to the beach to join Hanna - and all of Maddy's friends and family - in thinking about Maddy. I am a friend of Hanna's from the UK and never met Maddy but the stories that I have heard and read are beautiful and heartbreaking. It's so easy to get a picture of him as a generous, lovi

On Saturday, June 25, I returned to Beazell Forest (near tiny Wren, Oregon), where I'd gone to hike on Maddy's birthday last November. It was clear blue skies and hot, with few hikers on the trail. Maddy would likely have rolled up his pants and taken off his shoes to cool his feet in Plunkett Creek