Here is my photo from last night. Kitty, Frankie and I went to a beautiful forest, but actually had to leave pretty quickly because of the intense quantity of mosquitos! Maddy would have understood our swift departure. Before we left I read a post on the forum I hadn't looked at yet, and looked at some photos from the gallery. I'm doing some form of this every week. I also brought and lit my Homesick Colorado candle my mom and sister got me. I was thinking of Colorado, its beauty, and how Maddy and I both wanted to be there in his last week. When I booked my ticket home with the idea of coming to help Maddy through this sudden crisis, I was envisioning us heading back there together to live in the mountains for a while, being calm and healing in the woods. This candle and the others brought beauty last night, and is making me devastated again now.
Love you forever, Maddy. Every moment, every hour, every day.