Homesick for Colorado and Maddy

hanna.lig posted on Jul 19, 2021

Here is my photo from last night. Kitty, Frankie and I went to a beautiful forest, but actually had to leave pretty quickly because of the intense quantity of mosquitos! Maddy would have understood our swift departure. Before we left I read a post on the forum I hadn't looked at yet, and looked at some photos from the gallery. I'm doing some form of this every week. I also brought and lit my Homesick Colorado candle my mom and sister got me. I was thinking of Colorado, its beauty, and how Maddy and I both wanted to be there in his last week. When I booked my ticket home with the idea of coming to help Maddy through this sudden crisis, I was envisioning us heading back there together to live in the mountains for a while, being calm and healing in the woods. This candle and the others brought beauty last night, and is making me devastated again now.

Love you forever, Maddy. Every moment, every hour, every day.

xoxoxo,

Hanna

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Jordana Ash on Jul 25, 2021:

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We all need that healing, love.

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micki4shore on Jul 19, 2021:

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Oh, Hanna. Your words tear at my heart. Losing a beloved brother is devastating. I lost my brother 14 years ago, but we had many more years than you and Maddy. Although the pain subsides, the grief at the loss and what could have been stays forever. My love shoots out to you, my darling niece and to Shayna as well.💔💔🌹🌺

Aunt Micki

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nikkiash23 on Jul 19, 2021:

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xo❤️xo